Chapter 2~~

(Yunho POV)

“Arggghhhhh...!” I scream hardly, remembered what I’ve done before. God must hate me! I kissed... a guy?! Gosh! Then the serious thing is I like kissed him and want more?! How could I am?!

I close my eyes then I landed my head in my pillow, try to sleep. However, those memorize come and come over again. The memorize when I kissed him... his lips... his smell... his skin... his taste... his...

“Arggghhhhh...!” I scream again. What should I do now? How it could be like this!!! I can't forget him!!!

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(Yunho POV)

“Yunho, is that right? You broke up with Eunhye and going with an older woman?” Changmin approach me while he chews bread in his mouth.

“What?!” I'm thinking about what Changmin talking about after a minute. Gosh! I forgot about it! I forgot about Eunhye! Sigh... what should I say?

“Yes,” I reply then. Didn’t know another words to tell.

“Whoa...!!! That’s great! What age? Is she more experienced than Eunhye?” Changmin is blinking his eyes. Besides foods, this is another thing he likes to talking about.

“What are you trying to ask about? It’s not like that!!!” I answered very fast because it remembering me again to that kissed.

“Ah!!! You’re so stingy! Then, tell me about her!” Changmin asked me again. Then I automatically think about him.

“He has soft black hair, pale look skin, but warmth, he is so beautiful and his lips are so gentle, and ...”

“He? His?” Changmin cut my words then I realized what I’ve just said. It’s out of my controlled to say that. What the heck is happening to me!

“Did I say ‘he’? I said ‘she’,”

“But you just said...”

“Maybe you have a wrong heard?” Changmin thinking for a while then nodded hesitancy. I sighing roomy.

“Will you introducing her to me?” Changmin asked again. I almost fall down from my chair because I’m very surprised.

“What?!” I’m screaming at him. My classmates look at me and enquire in their mind what just happened.

“You shouldn’t very startle like that. I’m just asking when you will introduce us,” Changmin asking amazement, forget about his bread.

“I can’t,” I whispering. Changmin shrink his eyebrows.

“Why you can't?”

“Hm...? Because she doesn’t want our relationship discovered by many people,”

“Why?”

“Hm...? Because she afraid her father will know,”

“Why?”

“Eh? Hmm... Her father disagree about us,”

“Why?”

“Can't you stop asking why?!” Changmin was too much. Gosh!

“Well... I won’t tell anyone. You don’t believe me?”

“It isn’t like that...”

“We are best friend right? I only want to know with who are you going out,” This time his bread is really forgotten.

Well, Changmin is rights. When he has problems, he is always talking it to me. We always share it together. But this is a different thing. How could I tell him that it only my way to broke up with Eunhye?! How could I tell him that I’m just kissing a guy, not a woman?

Changmin glaring at me waiting for admit.

“I can't Changmin, I’m sorry,” Then suddenly I look disappointed expressions from him.

“It’s OK,” he said and raise his shoulders. The bell is ringing and he going to his chair. He’s sitting with the same expression. Still forget about his bread. I know it’s not OK.

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(Jaejoong POV)

What the hell is that guy doing to me?! He is so stupid guy! It’s not necessary to kissed me in front of his girlfriend only for broke up. What such annoying thing!

“Sir?” someone makes me realized.

“W-what?!” I ask amazingly.

“Is this right?” my student asking me to look at the black board where he does my question.

I correcting the answer and then nodded my head. Then suddenly the bell is ringing. All students in the class starting chat to each other. I wipe the writing on the black board.

“Write down on your homework book what is covalent tie and ion tie (A/N: ada g sie yang bisa ngasih tau apa b.ingnya ikatan kovalen ma ikatan ion?) Then give the examples. Submit by tomorrow,” I saying then. The students complaining but I don’t notice them and walking out of the class.

“Morning Mr. Kim,” some girls give me greeting.

“It was daytime,” I reply. They laugh flirtatious. I know that they are teasing me. Being an idol is not always pleasant.

“Hey! Can you change your expressions when they teased you? That's cold you know?” Kibum approach me.

“It’s better than smiling and lies to them,”

“You right, but...”

“Anyway, how is about your wife, Hyori?”

“Well, you know... it’s not easy to make her calm down. She always hints at me. In addition, out of my guess, my brother-in-law did the same thing! He's going to the bar!” Kibum laugh, then he continues, “My wife knew it from her friend. And you know, he is being my wife target next,” I smile remembering how horrible is his wife.

“I don’t know you have a brother-in-law,” I asked him.

“He always not at home when you came,”

“Is he a naughty boy?”

“No. He is a gentle and kind, actually. But maybe he has stressed and going to drink, I guess. He just in third grade in senior high school now,”

“Hmm... that’s mean you won’t came to the bar again,”

“Yup! My wife doesn’t want me to give a bad affect,”

“That’s bad. But I guess I won’t go to the bar again too,”

“What? Why?! Is that drinking is your hobby?”

“Well, something happened,”

Yes, something bad happened. I can't forget that face. The face of the person who kissed me. I don’t know why... but when he touched my lips with him, I feel very pleasant and want more than just a normal kissed. That’s why I pulled him away. It’s because I like the taste of his lips. Then I surprised about it...

What the hell is going happen to me?!! I’m straight! I’m not a gay! I like woman! Well, after that girl dumped me...

NO! I’M NOT A GAY! I AM STRAIGHT! GOD! WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO ME?! PLEASE STOP THIS!

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(Jaejoong POV)

I sit in the same chair like yesterday and drink my sherry. I don’t know why I’m here but when I realized, my foot was bring me in. I watch around. NO! I’m not looking for that guy! I’m not looking for Jung Yunho! I’m just looking around! Well, just looking around...

“Waiting for someone?” Bob asked. I shook my head in a hurry.

“Why do you think so?” I asked him back.

“You always looking at the door,”

“Well, you right... I’m looking for someone,” I admitted.

“Your friend? Who? Kim Kibum?” Bob guess. I’m thinking for a while. I’m waiting for that guy. I’m waiting for Jung Yunho. I don’t know why but I want to meet him once again. To kick him, to hit him, to punch him like yesterday, to... I don’t know what... but surely, I want to meet him again.

“Someone I don’t know who,” I answered. Bob shrink his eyebrows, then raise his shoulders and got to serve for the other costumer.

I drink up my sherry, take my bag then walking out of the bar after leave some money on the table. Sh*t! I want to meet Jung Yunho once again!

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(Yunho POV)

“Vermouth, please,” I said while looking around. The bartender look at me with full of question on his eye.

“Here it is,” he gives me a glass of vermouth.

“Thank you,” I said then continue to looking around.

“Is that something happens?” the bartender ask me.

“Why do you think so?”

“You look so confused and looking for something,” I smiling at him.

“I’m looking for someone,” I say then.

“Who? Your girlfriend?” he asked teased me. I smiled once again then shake my head.

“Someone I don’t know who,” I said. The bartender widened his eyes.

“So, how could you know him?”

“Well, it’s just like that,” I answered then smiling again.

“Hmm... it’s very difficult to find someone who you don’t know exactly what his name,”

“Ah, maybe you know,”

“Maybe..., give me the features,”

“Well... he tall, he has pale look skin, black hair, and so handsome... but... when you first meet him, you will guess that he is a beautiful woman,” I explaining so enthusiastic. The bartender thinking a while then he nod his head. I am waiting in impatiently.

“Did you mean Kim Jaejoong? I remembered when meet him for the first time. He watered me with his sherry when I called him a cute lady,” then he laughed. I can feel that my heart is willing to stop its beat. I’m so glad for an amusing reason.

“What? What is his name?” I asked almost screaming.

“He’s Kim Jaejoong,”

Kim Jaejoong... Kim Jaejoong... so... is that his name? Kim Jaejoong?

“Is he have been here?” I asked in a hurry.

“Yup! But he has gone about five minutes ago,”

I left my seat in hurry then walking almost running out of the bar, then looking around to find him. But there is no Kim Jaejoong in that street. I didn’t see that slender figure.

But I’m sure about one thing. He still comes to the bar. That’s mean I can meet him another time. YAY!!!

Kim Jaejoong... let me see your face once again...

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